COUNT DOWN!!!!!!!!!!

THE SPACE NEEDLES LIGHTING UP!!!!

:52 LEFT!

1:32LEFT!!

2:34 LEFT!

3:10 LEFT!

NEW YEARS EVE!!!!

so, today so far I composed a new piano song (an excellent one!) looked at a web site that sells custom hand made wands, finished the 4th 39 clues book, and did various other things, and HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE, AND I'M 4428 DAYS OLD!!!! =D (and I will be going to a party later, so I wont be seeing my house until next year)
-so, right now the rest of the party  is watching one of those LAME teen nick shows. I don't go for most of the modern junk. its soo... for lack of another word- dumb. you know, lame jokes, laugh tracks every 5 seconds, airheads, et cetera! I go for the good stuff, like the stuff that was made YEARS before I was born. get smart, the honeymooners, its a mad, mad, mad, mad world (which I saw on the tv when they were flipping the channels!) you know, the works. so, pretty soon it will be next year. what will things be like a year from now.... or fifty... would someone like me go to todays tv shows trying to excape from something worse? hmm...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT WAS THAT?!?!?!?!!!!! I JUST WATCHED AVATAR THE LAST AIRBENDER (THE MOVIE) AND THEY ONLY HAD A THIRD OF THE STORY!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS LIKE THE ENDING TO THE LAST HARRY POTTER EXCEPT THEY WONT COME OUT WITH ANOTHER ONE!!!!!!!!!!!! GAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!! WHY WAS THAT EVER A MOVIE IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!!!! THEY HAVE A GREAT SHOW, AND A HORRIBLE MOVIE!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAA!!!!!! so... about the rest of the day.... I basicly read the 39 clues all day (and I woke up late) and, um, that was pretty much it. so, valete!

I AM ALIVE!

so, got over the flu, so that is good =D, and I might see a movie later, I was going to post something significant... but I can't remember. well, daily post so, yeah, and I'M 4426 DAYS OLD! =D

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didn't know what to call this post... I got the flu at like 5:00 ante meridiem worse than I have ever had in my life to the point that if I stand up I hear this high pitched sound almost like some consistent beeping noise in my ear, my vision gets all these dark spots in it, and gravity gets 5x stronger. and I threw up 12 times. so, not the best day of my life.

BERTIE BOTTS EVERY FLAVOR BEANS!

I just got a late Christmas present: BERTIE BOTTS EVERY FLAVOR BEANS! tip: do not smell. so, I will analyse each one for you in order:
onion-DON'T SMELL, AND TASTED HORRIBLE AFTER A WHILE AND HARD TO SWALLOW
ketchup- i don't recommend smelling, it is better than onion, kind of tastes good, but after a while, well, just GET IT OVER WITH!
cheese- SOOOOO GOOOOD!!!!!! (my sister almost threw up though)(I LOVE CHEESE)
marsh mellow- SOO GOOD! my sister agreed
watermelon- tasted more like green apple, may be pear, but didn't look like it
peach- SOOOOOO GOOOOOOOD! AGREED BY EVERY FRUIT LOVER!
-that's all for now, I will post more later

today, whatever day, whatever time of day, whatever time it really is

so, today I am so into winter break I don't know what time it is,  or even what day it is (but I would know if I looked at the top bar of my wonderfully new computer) so, here I am again, listening to my favorite audio program while sitting here in my loft. today I colored my picture of Eugene Meltsner on my computer, did stuff on my web albums, read the 39 clues, and un-decorated the Christmas tree (which I would of preferred keeping up) so, good day over all, and now I know the time because on my computer I configured the clock so it says the time in this dark evil voice on the quarter hour. so,
89millionAnd7, signing off...

SPECIAL SPECIAL EDITION: NEW VITAMIN WATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

recently glaceu came out with a new VITAMIN WATER!!!!! so, today, I went to the store, and wanted a couple vitamin waters, and then when I look at the vitamin water place, I see this bottle with a gray, ductape like lablel, and a mysterious blue liquid inside. and when I take a closer look, I see that it IS VITAMIN WATER: stur-D! and its flavor is blue agave-passionfruit-citrus! and it contains vitamin d and calcium!!!! =D NOW A NEW LABEL FOR MY WALL!=D

just figuring out my mac...

so, I colored my picture from earlier on my new program, gimp, and I have this dark voice saying the time on the quarter hour, so, pretty fun, so, just laying here again, listening to my favorite audio program, and the episodes are the ones I got for Christmas, which means ITS FROM THE MID 90s! SO AWESOME! =D! so, here's the pic:

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERY ONE!!!! I GOT THE BEST THING EVER: I AM POSTING FROM A MACBOOK PRO! anything can happen when you write a letter to santa! =D! and I got MORE SOCKS! AND SOME CDs OF MY FAVORITE AUDIO PROGRAM! AND CRAYONS FROM MY AUNT! PURE SAWESOMENESS! *<=D

CHRISTMAS EVE!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE! Today we had a party with some friends from A LONG time ago, so that'll be interesting. so, MY POPULARITY ON THIS BLOG IS SKYROCKETING! THANK YOU!!!!! so, today was GREAT, the party was kinda fun, we did a white elephant exchange, and there was some cool stuff, but I GOT SEXYHAIR SHAMPOO! I MEAN COME ON! and then we did wii party, and then when the guests left WE GOT TO OPEN OUR CHRISTMAS EVE PRESENT! so, I opened one that looked suspiciously like 2 books from one of my favorite series, and I WAS RIGHT: THE 39 CLUES BOOKS 3&4! =D! and then we decided to OPEN ANOTHER, and I got SOCKS!!!! (I KNOW, RIGHT!) I finally can wear clean socks for once! =D

my PICTAH! and I just got home from a christmas party!

                                                    Caspian  Hesperina                          Johnathan
its kind of hard to see in this view, and I may color it later, and click on it to see it larger, and it is based on the characters in my chb role plays, such as my forum, with Johnathan son of Hermes (mine), Hesperina daughter of Poseidon (her owner didn't give enough instruction on the hair), and Caspian son of Poseidon (also mine). lets just say Johnathan needed more sleep last night. so, today I had to go to the doctors because MY MOM OVERREACTED AGAIN, and this time she wanted to take me in just because of my acne, nothing unusual, but then I wouldn't know because everybody that I see every day is ether at school, which all my classmates are older than me, teachers that are way older, my family (way older or younger), my friends (either older or younger by a couple of years) and the list goes on. so, than I had A FRAPE AT MCDONALD'S! (I am losing my principles) and drew this drawing, watched TV, scanned this, wrapped presents for my grandma, and WENT TO THE CHRISTMAS PARTY! and there we did all sorts of things,  and my friend had to babysit 3 kids between 1-4 years old, AND THAT WAS HILARIOUS!, and then we were writing notes to each other while the kids were watching elf, so it was fun. =D! BETTER POST BEFORE TOMORROW! there.

WEDNESDAY!!!!

JIMMY BARCLAY! (random name) it was a good day today, somebody joined my forum but didn't click on the registration link in the email they received yet, and I have been doing all sorts of lazy things today, except I did some clean up work on my drawing of Dustfinger on my wall, which was more of a close viewing one, and it still is, but I need something to cover up my wall, and I COMPOSED A NEW PIANO PIECE kind of, better than my last one (if only I could have the time and patience to write them down) and luckily I recorded it, but had to cut it short. so, it was a good day I guess, =D and I'M 4419 DAYS OLD! =D

WINTER SOLSTICE!

so, here I am again, listening to my favorite audio program, and I visited webkinz today which I haven't done forever, and I just finished my lunch- chicken liver with vinegar and sticky rice! yum! I would of preferred cow liver though, because it absorbs the flavor of vinegar better. last night I watched the eclipse a little at like 23:20, and it was weird because when my dad woke me up I could hear my heart rate restoring to normal after sleeping. I read about it once. and the eclipse was cool because it was the first full eclipse on the solstice since 1638. too bad it was hard to see in Seattle :(. so, I got to see it after a while when the sky cleared up a little =D. I wonder what Olympus is doing right now... you know, with the solstice and all... =D

okay, I asked my dad for a macbook pro for Christmas (this wasn't the first time) with financing  options, and he said to write a letter to Santa. and I was like: okay, um... sure. so, here it is =D:

Dear Santa,
as you may have heard, Elmo knows where you live. as you may also have heard, I would like a MacBook Pro 13" 4GB RAM with a 250GB hard drive for Christmas. I know that is a lot to ask, and I would greatly appreciate it. however, if you find the task ABSOLUTELY too expensive ($1199.00) then I will pitch in my earned money for fixing my moms computer, my life savings in my room,and my life savings in the bank which all comes to $737.88, so your expenses would be only $461.12, but if you STILL find it ENTIRELY FAR TOO EXPENSIVE than you would only loan me $200 instead of playing it all, so you expenses come down to $261.12. PLEASE CONSIDER IT!
I will enjoy doing business with you in the future,
ANL

5 DAYS UNTILL CHRISTMAS!!! AND ANOTHER SPIKE! =D

today I had my second biggest sudden spike in viewers on this blog today, which is another great accomplishment, and today I just get to lay around, and I'm currently creating my example for slideshows, and I may be starting a small business (if it grows to the size of a microscopic organizim I will be happy) and it involves converting videos, curing the computer virus that has been going around, picture edits, and slideshows! =D, and right now I am making a limited offer: you can get a FREE SLIDESHOW! =D (help me out here, you can comment) well, just an abstract idea- so, merry 5 days until Christmas! AND I'M 106004 HOURS OLD! =D

hi, right now i'm posting from MY DEAD COMPUTAH BACK TO LIIIFFFEEE!

MY COMPUTER HAS RISEN FROM THE DEAD! (well actually its like cosimo the fair; fengolio created a new cosimo that looked exactley like him and was him exept he couldn't remember anything, like in order to restore my moms computer (the one that I'm typing on right now because for some reason she is on mine) I, (in this case, like fengolio) had to restore it to factory condition, therefore, it dosn't have any of the old files, programs, accounts, et cetera. so, I FIXED IT!!!!!!!!!!!! IT TOOK FOREVER! =D! and I got to go to a play called "the sound of music" (I was forced) I'm sure you have heard of it, and the scene where the main nun is singing to maria after she ran away from that guys house, I was just thinking: this would make a really good heavy metal song! =D

SATURDAY!*~*

its THE FIRST SATURDAY OF WINTER BREAK! =D! I had my long awaited piano recital today, and after that I had to shop (more like forced to stand and walk around in shops) and the clothes I had to wear were VERY UNCOMFORTABLE! and I had to wear them for like 5 hours, and painfully look in shops, so that wasn't too fun. but when I got home I watched this movie that was inspiring, and I just got finished watching it, and it was so good! =D and I'm currently trying to back up the files on my moms dead computer because she INSISTED that I had to back up the photos which takes FOREVER! (averaging 10-25 minuets per percent) and it will probably take all night, but at least I will probably get paid! =D

*~*~*~*~*~WINTAH BREAK! *~*~*~*~*~*

ITS WINTER BREAK! I have a piano recital tomarow, so that'll be fun, and today I'm trying to cure my moms dead computer, so I'll get back to that! =D

thursday!

has a teacher ever told you to yell shut up and be mean to another student? its weird. I think she needs to learn the golden rule. so, anyways, today my dad had a Christmas/work party and my mom was randomly chosen to do this game, and I don't think she would like me to go into this, so it was fun, today AND I GOT TO LOOK AT MACBOOK PROS AT THE APPLE STORE! so, a little closer to that. =)

LATIN LESSON 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today I had my second Latin lesson this semester, and I discovered I can read simple Latin as well as I can read English! last night I had the strangest dream- there was this blueish neon green caterpillar, it was kind of spiky and brilliantly colored and shaped, and it had this intoxicating smell to it that was so unusual- almost like tea tree oil, but different. I looked it up online, and it had the name of a horrible uncureable permanent disease or something, and along with deadly symptoms it also made you insane in the proses, and by touching the caterpillar or even smelling it especially, there would be a high chance of getting the disease and I had been doing both for a while. so, along the dream, I woke up to my watch alarm, and went to school just realizing that it was culture day as I mentioned in the last post, but luckily I was wearing my shirt that I got from Paris, and then the random act of kindness was GIVING EVERY ONE HOT CHOCOLATE!!!! so that was nice, and IN ART I FINISHED MY CLAY PROJECT! (the first part, I still have to glaze it) so, then I had Latin after school, and I had a crunched crunch bar, and NOW I AM GOING TO HAVE GROVERS FAVORITE FOOD: ENCHILADAS!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D! AND I'M 4412 DAYS OLD! =D

Tuesday the 14

its TUESDAY THE 14 (not that there's anything significant about that) and I'm RP-ing ZIRU! (just some minor character on my camp half blood rp forum) so, today was "holiday day" and I compleatley forgot, and tomarow is culture day, and even if I remember, I probably won't find anything special to bring. oh well. so, today I had some progress on my clay box thing, and thats good, and its late now, and I have to go to bed, either I'm tired or its really hot in here. I dont know. AND I'M 4411 DAYS OLD! =D

12/13/10 what else to call it?

have you ever had one of those days when you get the feeling that you may not be quite the same again? today, strange enough I felt different. usually I feel different, more confident, idunno, at night, and not at day. today was different, nothing really significant happened, but I felt better, strangely. so today was a good day, had piano practice, found a way to cure my moms dead computer that couldn't even get past the boot procedure due to very malicious malware, and compressed quite a few files weighing down my hardrive in hope of getting it smaller than 20 GB, and I started at 235 GB, and now I'm near 35 (I'm hoping for a macbook air) (luckily my dell that I'm typing on cant read) so, currently compressing files, and my mom wants to get on (probably farmville) and its late. so, valete! =D

sunday!!

the last Sunday title I had was sunday! so this one is sunday!!, and right now I'm (forced to) watch this lame movie, the kind that my mom always wants us to watch, and I CANT BELIEVE WE ARE WATCHING THIS INSTEAD OF ITS A MAD, MAD, MAD, MAD WORLD! (its a SAWESOME movie so unlike the one I'm watching) and SHE JUST WALKS AWAY AND MAKES US ENDURE OUR MISERY! but otherwise today was good and my friends road past her house FLOODED! =D and it was over 3 feet high! =D
- the movie is ending AND AT THE END IT HAS THE WORST CORNY SONG EVER!!!!! AND THE VOICE IS THE WORST DISGUSTING SOUND I'VE EVER HEARD!!!!!!!

SATURDAY

ITS SATURDAY and I've watched several cartoons, movies, and this documentary thing called no impact man and the ironic thing is while I was watching it is I was drinking vitamin water- a bottled beverage- and it was the energy type, with caffeine in it and they couldn't drink caffeine because it is imported over a long distance. soooooooooooooooooo tired now, 89millionAnd7

friday, and I cant belive I havn't used this title before

today is a Friday and I can't believe I haven't used this title before! so, today was mini classes, and we officially completed the marimba for Uganda today! =D so, today was good and WE STILL NEED A ORACLE FOR THE ROLE PLAY FORUM! GO TO http://camphalf-bloodrp.forumotion.com/ to join! please? =)

today was thursday...

so, right now I have to cure my moms computer because she must of went to some sort of phishing site or something and installed malware that keeps on insisting files are infected and we have forty something viruses on the computer, and it wants us to buy its "program" to cure it. DEFINITELY FAKE. so I downloaded a real program to get rid of it and the program crashed so I had to restart the computer, and now I cant even get past the boot menu. TARTAR SAUCE! (yes that's supposed to be some kind of swear from Spongebob) so, we had our SAWESOME science teacher teach p.e. today again, and it was fun even though my team was SOOO outnumbered. so, now my moms computer is going to take over an hour on what it is doing, some cleanup thing, and I can only wait. luckily, if I can fix the computer, I will be paid! =)

I dedicate this post to Elizabeth Edwards

While looking for articles for current events tonight, I came across an article about Elizabeth Edwards (1949-2010). I just thought wow, what a life. she was a remarkable woman, and all that she went through, it just _ed me (I can't find a sufficient word). you can find the beginning here:Page A1 in Wednesday, December 08, 2010 issue of Seattle Times  and the rest here:Page A10 in Wednesday, December 08, 2010 issue of Seattle Times
 these links may not work, so you can also see it here:STCD20101208.pdf (application/pdf) 24,221K

HALF DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAH!

today was a half day! I did good in science and our group was one of the 2 that finished our project today, and THEN I HAD THE BIGGEST, F A T T E S T, MCDONALDEST, MEAL EVER! TALK ABOUT DEFYING ONES CHARACTER! I HAD A BURGER, SHAKE, FRIES, SUNDAE AND A HOLIDAY PIE!! I WOULD NEVER EAT THIS AT ANY TIME NORMALLY. IT WAS MY ONLY OPTION AND MY MOM ORDERED EXTRA ACCIDENTALLY. and then I went to a math practice thing and then to my sisters schools Christmas thing where they were selling things for quarters, but since I wasn't a student, I couldn't buy anything, but she did get me a light thing. so, now I'm at home, and yeah. AND I'M 4405 DAYS OLD!!!

BEST ACTUALLY GOOD P.E. DAY IN A LONG TIME!

today lunch was GREAT! compared to what they usually have. and today I was just kind of miserable because of little depressing things and I kept on thinking: great. just great. its a p.e day. but this time, my AWESOME science teacher (there's a pic of him in the last post) was teaching! we did this thing kind of like capture the flag except with balls. I was on the green team, and the others were blue, red, and yellow. at first we were gaining balls rapidly, and soon the red team lost all of them, and the red called a truse and created a alliance with us and we were all against the yellow and blue team who were separate. we took turns defending and attacking, and soon the yellow and blue teams joined, but we stayed on top of it. sometimes we would have raids and stuff but in the end we won! I felt like I was part of a concurring successful nation. that was SAWESOME. so, after school I went to a art studio thing for about 2 hours and got some progress done. then I cooked some tortellini and WHEN EVER I MAKE SOMETHING MY DAD ALWAYS STARTS TO FRY SOMETHING WITH A STRONG CONFLICTING SMELL! like hot dogs or brusselsprouts or something. so, I ate in the pantry, and then started typing this post. AND I NEED AN ORACLE FOR MY FORUM!!! please join! its at camphalf-blood.forumotion.com

music monday!

today I will like to call music Monday because I have music and piano class on Monday, and WE GOT A NEW MARIMBA USING SOME OF OUR BARS! so, I'm looking for a prophecy for my camp half-blood forum at camphalf-bloodrp.forumotion.com and the category is http://camphalf-bloodrp.forumotion.com/chat-out-of-character-f5/prophecy-t57.htm so if you get ANY ideas PLEASE post, it doesn't need a storyline even, so just post and if you want to play a part in my role-play PLEASE join! so, today was good, and my friend called my science teacher (saying it to him) a very friendly martian! personally,I think he is like some classic scientist (looks and all) mixed his DNA with a leprechaun. OMG! I FOUND HIM!:

(he's the one my classmate dressed up as for halloween and LOOKED EXACTLEY LIKE HIM (I have no idea where they sell those kind of clothes but in this pic he's wearing a coat)(he's still the AWESOMENEST!)) so, random thing. =D

sunday!

today's Sunday, and last night was fun, and we got sparkling cider, and I'll post more later. oh yeah, and my sister made a blog on my account with one post so far, so, I'm now 380310540 seconds old! =D

megamind! =D

today I watched megamind with my friends, and went to this plant place, and there was a lady there who was all like, creepy, and we were just innocently hanging around the green house when she said in a very creepy way "YOU BETTER FIND YOUR PARENTS" and after that she kept on like, staring at us, like in a evil way, and we were like "don't look now, but she's right behind us" while pretending to look at crows. so, I'm sleeping over, so that'll be fun, and yeah. and I'm 4401 days old!

IM 4400 DAYS OLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M 4400 DAYS OLD! so, today I got a new phone, coincidental, and DUSTFINGAH LIVES!!!!!!!! AND *spoiler*and he lost his scars! so, IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!! AND I COMPLETED 3 MARIMBA BARS TODAY! (low e, high c and low d) AND ALL OF THE BARS ARE FINISHED SO THEY CAN NOW BE SENT OFF TO UGANDA! =D! so, great day! =D

thursday... WHEN IS FRIDAY GOING TO COME???!?!?!?!?

today was Thursday... hmmm. so, today it was a normal day, the food at lunch was good, but when I went to throw away the remains of it and when I came back, my book Inkdeath WAS ON THE FLOOR! OMELET GRAPES!!!! THE WORLD IS IN A VERY SORRY STATE WHEN ONE FINDS ONES BOOK ON THE FLOOR!! COME ON!!!, so, about Inkdeath, I found that I have to read 45 pages to finish it by the 13, so yeah. and in p.e. today I did soccer AGAIN, and it was awful as always. I did get to kick the ball once, not the best I've done, and I kicked it the wrong way (when ever the ball comes to me I have a strange rush of confusion and it feels like time speeds up, unlike the rest of p.e. which feels about as long as the rest of the school day.  so, AND I'M 4399 DAYS OLD!!!!!!!!!!!! =D!
- I have been thinking of the history of my dreams lately, and about 2 years ago they were almost always pleasent and normal, with the occasional scarry one, but not disturbing. now, about a little bit less than a year ago they changed, around the time when my personallity and my place in the world and what crowd I belonged to changed. they changed to dreams about  amor in amorem incideris cum alia qualibet vice match omnes quæ diléxi valde. each time I awoke, I awoke with a longing, and after a while it left me in a pretty sorry state. after a while, these faded away and my dreams got a bit healthier again, and I was happier, but I missed these dreams. once in a while I would have them, but not frequently. some time around the beginning of having these dreams I had a dream that was quite vivid, and the world was engaged in a war- the whole intire world. people were killing people, dieing, and the population was decreasing rapidly, mankind going towards extinction, and people in authority didn't even care. it got so horrible that no one was safe and living out in the open was a disaster, and many people dug holes and buried themselves in a small living space, never to emerge again. after a while, I made a whole in this ice stuff, the texture was very similar to a iceberg, and was closed in a space just large enough to fit in crunched up with the walls squeezing me on all sides, and I was stuck there, I couldn't even move, I couldn't even end my life quickly and silently with I knife or something, forever. stuck in a hole doing nothing. starving, freezing or just dying to death. forever. never to see the outside world again. forever. thinking about it, I think that would be the worst possible death in the world, slowly rotting, and not being able to move, see anyone or anything again. stuck forever. throughout my life ever since I can remember, I have had dreams similar to this- getting stuck in a small hole forever, not to see or do anything again, just existing there forever. not even dying. just existing there with immortality not experiencing anything again, slowly rotting, forever. I guess that reflects my deepest fear: getting stuck in a horrible place, not being able to do anything about it, forever. so, after those few months of healthy regular dreaming, I had a new era of dreaming- the disturbing and the disastrous, which I am currently in. now, this era started with a dream I had when I was slowly being crushed by a several ton truck, and I felt this pressure on top of me before it started even touching me- I guess it was the fear, but I woke up before it actually started, and then the strange kicked in. dreams so strange, that I will only state what they are about in different languages. πρώτη μου ήταν πιθανώς ομοφυλόφιλος όνειρό βιαστής μου όταν ο καλύτερος φίλος μου γύρισε ομοφυλόφιλος και άρχισαν να βιάζουν μου συνεχώς. και όχι, δεν είμαι ομοφοβικό, αλλά αυτό ήταν ανατριχιαστικό. τότε μια άλλη εξαιρετική η μία ήταν όταν ερωτεύτηκε ένας γνωστός μου-ένα του ίδιου φύλου. και εγώ έγινε δημοφιλής και ήταν ενθαρρυντικά, και έφτασα όλους τους στόχους μου, αλλά, σοβαρά, γνωριμία που με το ζόρι γνωρίζω, το ίδιο φύλο, παράξενα. ego aliud est non qui euismod minim, obviam habui istunc et fratre alterius Guydo non habet fratrem meum sic quouismodo ego amavit fratrem suum et in fine diei nos manus habebant ubique euntes invicem stargazing, strata litora loquens, et amare vel sic EGO sententia. Mihi itaque angulus ambulantes clam et uidere altera puella et seniores et prettier ego vere tristis crassum et visa vera et evigilavi, cum vere amarum voluptas. that one just made me think: I need more excitement in my life. now after that, the disastrous struck. I keep on having dreams about horrible disasters. probably the strangest one was when I got attacked by the monster of my early childhood. now that I think about it, it was inaccurate. the line eyes don't directly take you to get sliced up into salsa and for other horrible fates, they have their henchmen called the groos to take innocent children there to- uh... never mind. but my most common and terrifying ones are about tidal waves. it started with a dream I had about a year ago when a fifteen foot wave crashed on top of me on a beech. but that was only the beginning. starting about 2 months ago, I have been having dreams about tidal waves destroying our house (its a waterfront) and in each one they get bigger and worse than before. I am not afraid of this in real life though, especially since we do not have that big of waves at all, though they are getting higher with the storms. the dream starts out normal, having a normal story line, but I never remember it, but the parts I remember always go the same way. we usually have company over, like a small party over or something, and the majority is always younger than me. so, we are ether in the room with the huge windows facing the water or outside near or on the beach. the waves are always larger than usual, at the beginning just amusing. the waves get slowly higher and farther, and we are amazed, thinking "wow! its never been this high!" and it seems harmless. I'm usually just peacefully doing something, and when I look at the water, I see a GIGANTIC WAVE, the latest one has been AS LARGE AS A SKYSCRAPER, and AS WIDE AS I COULD SEE, and I just stand there, paralyzed with fear, while sand, rocks, and pieces of lumber wash over us and quickly demolish the house, piece by piece. so, as I have said, in each dream this gets worse and worse, more and more terrifying, and it seems as if it is leading somewhere. also as  I have said, I am not afraid of this in real life, but afraid of what will come, and it must be life changing.

primo die Decembris! (first day of december)

you are probably wondering why the title is in Latin. I TOOK MY FIRST LATIN LESSON TODAY! (in this school year) so, salvete! today's mood: sawesome! today, after school I had one thought: sawesomeness! finally taking Latin. so, today was great, finally made some big progress in art, I started making a clay box for my coin collection, and it will have several layers, and someone thought it looked like a egg carton, but I was just thinking: maybe on the planet he comes from the egg cartons are rectangular boxes with tall walls and are meant for coin sized eggs =). (he does slightly resemble a martian =D)(no, really, you should see his teeth)(and how he acts) so, enough of that, so today was great, and I got to retake my math test, and yeah =D! and i'm 4398 days old! =D