I ate some spinach today =D

So, I cleaned up my desk today, AND HAVE A LOT MORE ROOM. Enough to set all my paints on it, my shoes, and this laptop and still have room. I also got rid of my 3 year old jellybeans.
CARE FOR A JELLYBABY?
Yeah, so there you go. HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY XD And I watched some more stevie riks videos. Those are always good XD ENOUGH ABOUT MY DAY, HOW ABOUT YOURS?

There are words on this blog that I've never put, I realise. Things I've never said, that I probably would of a long time ago in a heartbeat, but people read it.

Well, today I took my PSAT test, really wasn't worth all the hype- I'm pretty good when it comes to test taking. Then I smeared some burnt umber-like paint on a canvas-like paper.
I miss my cat friend, and I think it's in the back of the closet again.

I don't know.
I have it now.
And there it goes, but I'm sure I'll be seeing the lingering melancholia of the waking hours soon. I don't know, actually.
I don't know, I can be rude when I'm excited.
And the world really gets bigger when you see it, gets smaller the more you try to wrap your ignorant mind around it, to be honest.
I get stomach aches when talking to some people, then nearly fall over because of it.
You really beat yourself up about things you really like, and it dosn't make sence.
I don't like some songs, and some can just bring up images.
Good ones, so good that you want to shut yourself in a dark room.
There are two words I'd like to put here, but I'd probably end up vomiting up my intestines. Why do simple sounds and strings of phonetics implicate tragedy and difficulty, yet we hope they can free- anything?
I'm really no different from you, if you take away the words. There would be nothing here- We'd both write none of it.
Someday, I'd like to be somewhere, do something. That's how it goes.
Maybe I don't know what kind of house I'd want, and what kind of car to drive my future offspring and the future male parent of said offspring around in. Except, well, guess he'd have to be driving. I'd have to work the kitchen- I'd go to colledge of coarse, but only to meet him- He'd be a football player, and I'd fall deeply inlove with him and get married at age 18, and have seven kids. That would be my life, then I'd die of cancer or something, and everybody would of loved me- My future heteronormative friends who also had multiple children and were cheerleaders back in the day.

Well, maybe I'll grow sideburns some day, become this fantastic avant-garde artist/persona, write a novel, and discover what dark matter is. First, I'd have to figure out what dark matter is, but I could just do that tommorrow. And maybe I'd have a spouse and a couple of cats.
I wouldn't mind having grey hair, as long as I wasn't too close minded.
I would be a freak weirdo. And I would have loved everyone.

YEAH I have stuff.

I have the PSAT tomorrow, and it'll be kind of a drag XD But I'll do it.
And some day I can go to colledge and acheive my goal of being Spongebob when I grow up. Yeah, I don't know. 

I have a fat bucket in my arms

Yeah. This is my chubber friend. She put her hands up on the desk herself XD Needed a picture. Cuddly kitty.
I'm sketching on things that need painting today. Did so on shoes, then moved on to acrylic canvas paper. And I am hungry. And I had a dream where Tilda Swinton traveled with the Doctor- only way to make that better is add David Bowie or Freddie Mercury in the mix XD
It was quite lovely.
If they do make the 13th doctor female, or any doctor, they better pick an actor like Tilda Swinton. Well, maybe I'm biased XD
It would be quite nice, though. I can dream XD In fact I already have. It would be too fantastic for television, anyways. 

I THOUGHT I DELETED SOMETHING BUT I DIDN'T.

Yeah, I had an interesting dream last night, but I forgot it yet again.
I didn't do too much today, and that's about it XD
And I'm fairly tired.
YAY I want pie.

Well I'm not the world's most masculine man, but I know what I am and I'm glad I'm a man, and so is Lola

Well, today I worked on stuff and things. I realised that I'd need something smooth instead of foil for my polymer clay's removable core- and I split the clay open and I got flashbacks to the rat I disected in biology last year. Not plesant XD The foil gave it a skin texture on the inside and the clay is skin tone... EW. At least I don't have any wet wipes to replicate the smell XD
Now it looks like I have slabs of skin on my desk.
"Yeah, just pass me the cup on the coffee table, darling."
"With a bit of honey?"
"Undoubtably." Florence leaned back in the recliner. "Can you take a few notes for me- I've got something to go to later, I'm sure."
"And you don't remember?"
"Of coarse I don't, I've got about half a brain here."
"How am I supposed to know what it is, then?"
"You're a cleaver lass, you'll think of something." Florence put her pipe to her lips. 

ARM AND A HEAD

Yeah. That's an arm. Kind of. You see, I'm going on with my plan- I'm sculpting. I'll sculpt it all. The head is very rough, looks better in person yet still very rough. I think I'll make a few of them. I have all the cores except for the forearms and the balljoints, It'll be quite interesting. Then I can cast it in hundreds of dollars resin. YEAH.

I just played blackbird, and I think I took up about an hour of my sleep XD Well, THAT IS ALL. 

I killed my first character in starman today. That's always empowering XD

It might be just too good to put on here. Yeah, you'll have TO BUY IT. Or not. I don't know XD

And I only wrote it in 682 words. I've got to get in shape- I'm going to need to write twice-maybe three times- that much a day! Probably took me an hour, maybe even less. Well, I've got to get to sleep. I attempted to start on a doctor bjd head- he's looking more like the silence XD He really needs a nose.

And now John Himura's dead. Just the first casualty of this war staring- the plot is just starting to get thick, my friend.

And their all trapped, sitting in a tin can, far above the world...

Planet Earth is blue, and there's nothing I can do...

OR SHOULD I SAY PLANET ULENII? XD

Araii can be so much cooler, though. They're my people, that's why.

THE RETURN OF THE THIN WHITE DUKE, THROWING DARTS IN LOVERS EYES...

My cat is being a chub, and the silicone I want costs $150 for 20 pounds. YEAH. Well, considdering I have nothing but a sketch on a 12 by 9 piece of paper, I won't be doing much casting for a while XD I was going to do the doctor- then I got this idea that I could cast multiple bodies, and just make different heads- doing whoever I wanted. That could be nice- The difference between polymer clay and resin is astonishing- Same thing, different materials. Though it costs quite a bit more XD
I think it's worth it, for the time being spent, though.
My cat is so happy. And fat. 

Y

SO, I just upgraded to mountain lion. It is INTERESTING.... Also had to update gimp- it HAS CHANGED ETHNICITY. I kind of like it- more like photoshop. Makes me feel important, special. YUS. The pale grey was kind of boring, now it's DARK.
I FEEL LIKE BEING RORY WILLIAMS TODAY. I DON'T KNOW WHY- Just seems like being a plastic roman would be fun. I'm tired. I had a dream last night. It was a nice dream. There was this comedian guy, and this other guy who gave him the jokes. Then I got transported back to the 60s, the early 60s, and was in a dark parking lot in front of a grocery store and met a teacher who taught first grade. She asked me all kinds of questions, but I was prepared- For some reason, I had to take off my hat and tie and turn it into a skirt. I don't know why. It was a good disguise for some reason. I met some cool people after that. Then it went to when I was living in a small house made from cardboard, and two food packets were delivered to me. It was supposedly before I was a vegetarian- one was duck, and the other was monkey. Someone encouraged me to try the monkey and I promptly vomited. It was kind of very disgusting. BUT ANYWAYS, I think I'll make a 1/4 scale figure, somehow. At least the head, then I can figure out the rest. 

I WANNA BE SPONGEBOB WHEN I GROW UP.

ME GUSTA COMER LE FRUTA. Yeah, I don't know. TUBBY CATS TUBBY TUBBY CATS.
dON'T EAT ALL THE
Okay, I finished EVERYTHING. I SHOULD BE ENTITLED TO AN EASY GOOD POST, BUT NO. THAT'S ALL, PEACE AND LOVE, THERE YOU GO XD

HAPPYFAT.

My computer is now being slowed because I finished my project, and it is now saving. This is why you need more RAM, children. 8 GB to be specific, in two Macbook modules. Along with a Dalek plush toy, itunes gift cards, a Queen T-shirt (prefferably with them on it, I'd like Freddie's mustache (or mullet) and Brian's hair to be visible) and a wireless card for my tablet. WINK WINK, NUDGE NUDGE XD
A scottish fold cat would be nice as a friend for Chubber, too.
And suspenders. Suspenders are cool. And a paisley shirt, BUT THIS IS OFF TOPIC.
BASK IN IT'S GLORY. IT'S RUSHED, SKETCHY, CRAPPISH GLORY.

That one panel with the guy walking up the hill is fantastic though. I almost want to submit that to something. And the layout isn't too bad, either. Basically everything without the lines and the coloring. The background is nice XD And the cow is deformed beyond all else. 

I AIN'T THAT INSANELY WEALTHY.

Well, today I was waiting for something, but I forgot what it was... OH WELL. I'm playing the over acheiver yet again, making a full quality comic for a school assignment. In two days. I'M SPECIAL XD I might just have to do basics for the last few panels.
This is what I have SO FAR (Plus about half that in blank panels)

Two are finished. The pretty ones. YEAH. The rest have sketches, linearts, or backrounds. Or othing, but none of those are on here. It's the 11th chapter of The Odyssey. Sumarized in a comic. And, after I'm done with this, starting on the tenth I will be doing a mini NaNoWriMo, to prepare for the real thing. I'll attempt to write 25000 words until the end of the month- And I've also got a new story brewing in the back of my head, would make a perfect novella for november's novel. YESH INDEED. MM'DAYYYOH!
ROGAH? ROGAH DAHLING! 

HOLY MOTHER OF DAVROS

This is blasphemy.
Eyebrows, though excelent on the likes of George Harrison and Keith Moon, should not be existent on the face of Matt Smith. Not even photoshopped on, like this.
He looks WEIRD. And not as distinguished. Either have the eyebrows or the chin- Sure, I want both thick eyebrows and a nice thick chin, but that is beside the point. I don't have to look at myself as the eleventh doctor. He's already 5'11, I'm nearly at 5'3". I could do with a thick chin and thick eyebrows. And sideburns, but again, besides the point.

Anyways, I'm considdering making the eyebrowless doctor into a 18" figure. Oh man, time to run away in fear- invasion of the 1/4 scale Doctor. And a 1/4 scale dalek, which should be insanely easier. This time, with the knowledge that Donatello (who, unfortunatly, is still stuck wearing paper patterns) has given me, I can make a time efficient time lord. It will be beutiful. I went through the bjds, and had to force myself to stop. I will not be spending dosens of dollars on this XD With my current supplies, all I have to do is buy the hair, and probably some stronger wire. I will not do an open mouth this time, either. I'll make my own eyes, half wire armature, this time with some reinforcements. Oh yeah.
And since his chest won't be partially exposed like the lovely Donatello, he will be INSANELY EASIER to figure out how to move his head. That means his head gets to be attatched to his neck =D And the Dalek- That will be fun. Posable Dalek, too. That should be easy XD Just need some convincing metalic paint. Well, that is all, need to sleep off this cold. GOOD DAY.

When you think you've got it bad, think of the dozens of spiders that have died due to being swallowed by you in your sleep, or the millions of maggots you've unknowingly eaten, or all those dust mites living a meaningless existence wandering around your body right now.

Well, today I fell ill. Well, I got up, then I fell, but I was ill for the entire time. Lots of doctor who and vitamin c. And a headache.
AND KITTIES! =D
I don't want to go to sleep XD

GUESS WHAT?

Do you eat your bacon friends?

Because I think it just ate you.

FRIEDAYS

Well, I made paneer, but for some reason, it got melty. I don't know how it happened- but it's like mozzerella. But it's still excellent.
And my chubby cat friend is licking her arm.
Not much else has happened. But that's alright XD

YEAH.

Well, last night I had a dream where there were these large nations, and a queen took over all but one. The ruler of that one, a peaceful guy who really didn't care, decided he would restore the other nations. He got a machine that would shoot out bombs and used it to suck them up. LOGIC. And places were restored. Except I woke up before the magic vampire butterflies stopped dancing, so I didn't get to see the rest of it. And a suggestion- Put spinach on top of your macaroni and cheese, so you have to eat the spinach to get to the macaroni and cheese.
I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY want to read The Fifth Beatle. Except it comes out in 47 days. I HAVE WAITED LONG ENOUGH. And I'm 5435 days old, TIME HAS PASSED. It tends to do so when you don't count it.

My fingers hurt. That's a bad sign XD

Tomorrow is october third. Tres de Octubre. I get to learn some Chemistry (Which is awesome, I got to see sulfur in plasma state last time, IT WAS PURPLE =D) Language arts (I usually get hungry by then) and then SPAINISH. I will never forget the spanish word for January again, Enero. I forgot it on my test. I knew it was short, ended with an o, and thought it started with a J, and the only thing that came to mind was Jello. So I wrote that down. I also said that snowing was twenty. Yeah, I'm studying next time XD At least I got all the capitals down EXCELENTLY, if I got one of those wrong I promise you, I will attempt to eat a sock. Not my hat though, it is far to wonderful. And nothing that was once a sentient being, unlike the 90-95 percent of you out there. 

AND YAY PAINTING.

This computer has no words to say. No things to type, and i just hear it's hollow sounds as I pour forth those things it lacks. Why? Because I am human, I do things for no logical reason. It gives me a drive to bear with such logic, because logic does not give assistance, care, or any happiness to others. Logic is cold, and hard, yet the world insists to dwell upon it. Why? We forget this question, because we are slowly fed to it every day. Or the other way around. I don't like logic, it's the gravity that pulls me down. But gravity can also do great things. So, that's how the world works. 

I said it in my dream, I say it now- I am human. No labels except that, can't really deny it. Though I can deny things easilly, like any other, things that are the truest in the world. The things that we forget with birth, and have to work our way towards for death. We don't always realise this, falling for this gravitational "logic". In fact, it's hard, cold, throws you down and makes you want to cry. I'd rather the love found in the opposite of logic. It doesn't make sense. I don't make sence. I'm a real weirdo, actually.