PEACE AND LOVE, PEACE AND LOVE!

I'm feeling Ringoistic, man! I think me thumb is finally feelin' normal... and I'll get to finish the psanky egg I've been workin so long on maybe tomorrow... YAYS! I need to sleep... AND I'M 4874 DAYS OLD!!! =D

congratulations mister, you have a card

well... Taxes? Taxman. Weapons? Give Peace a Chance. Consumerism? Material World. The state of our mortal world? While My Guitar Gently Weeps. And the stuff going on? Bicycle Race. How I keep my self remotely sane? all I can tell you is, It Don't Come Easy.
You see, you can define things with songs. A couple weeks ago I said the word "psychedelic", and was extremely shocked when someone hadn't heard that before, let alone knew what it meant. Then I promptly found my Magical Mystery Tour album on my ipod, clicked on I am the Walrus and there it was. they said you couldn't define things with songs. I can.
Well, Well, Well. Can You? That's just how this mind works. I wish I had something to show you for today but for almost the entire time I was home I had this painful thing in the side of my thumb tip, my mom said it was a thumb cramp but it didn't seem like one, whenever I touched a small dot sized spot on it it felt like someone stabbed it with a needle. well, Obla Di Obla Da, at least it didn't last! =D
well, ANYWAYS, PEACE AND LOVE, PEACE AND LOVE, GIVE PEACE A CHANCE, AND I AM NOW 4873 DAYS OLD!!! =D

when you're stuff aint apreciated, you either strike out or do it alone. it all depends on the size of your head. then someday in a blink of a heavenly eye we'll all be dead. we'll all die, look at the all the lonely people while you can, because tomorow they'll be dead.

don't worry, I'm fine people, just having some rather profound thoughts, whatever that means... the word, I do not define words like some people, I make hand motions and then either cast my face down or make some odd smile along with stranger laughter. I do like to laugh, it erases the pain of the years, and erasers can be quite helpful, but then again can cause misfortune. I'm speaking not from influence, not from the mind, but from the soul and experiences from this crazy little journey we call life. half of me wants to break out in hysterical laughter while the other half feels like screaming and crying, no reason, I kinda just want to yell. don't do prescription drugs people, they do things to you. but that stuff was there before that, so... yeah... I'm deep inside and outside, if I looked around in a factual and logical manner I might loose it, like a small delicate sliver of ice or the last piece of snow in the hands of a school kid, the rare snow that caused a brief break from educational places, tricking faces, unsure paces of where they're really going to. don't let it happen to you.
I say hold on tight but still let go,
it may seem painful but if you don't you don't know
just listen to what I say, even if this mortal world won't tell you so
hold on tight but still let go.

learn to give up what's inside
after all people feel better when they got nothing to hide
keep it up, that outer shell, with your cool stride,
thinking it better that you not have tried
after all you could of died
 I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THAT WAS.  YOU DOWN? HAPPINESS, CAN YOU DIG IT? I dig it, man. Groovy. WELL, PEACE AND LOVE, PEACE AND LOVE, I AM NOW THE AGE OF 4872 DAYS OLD!!! =D

gettin close to the equinox...

it is times like this you reffer to one of your own characters, "Okays, that was just lovely. think like Liten. he would of just set the book down and walked right out the door and searched for some place in the middle of what ever place of nature he could find and feel, not think, but feel real hard. but sadly I am not Liten, I do not have such freedom of a 26 year old Laevirian- whatever he is, no, I need to do stuff, I cannot just walk out the door to get away from such artificial surroundings. and I do not paint 2 extra sets of eyes on my face, I am not that... strange... and he might actually raise his eyebrows a few times if he would be feeling that way, and- 2 questions, 1, I just forgot what I was talking about and 2, I think I should just scan through that book, not really taking in every single thing. yeah I'll do that" now why that was all stuck in those " marks, I do not know. why am I so tired? Well, I have nothing for today. nothing more, I AM NOW 4871 DAYS OLD!!! =D peace and love, peace and love, read 3 chapters into something before you commit to it for a project. peace and love.


OH MY BILLY SHEARS!!!!!!! I have just found that the song Bicycle Race metaphorically describes my life.... WOW...

nam, ffuts eht si gniksamkcab

I find inspiration through the backmasking of my own strange words, like backwards messages written in the sand. I did hear something about backwards messages written in the sands, you know... am I becoming a Lennon? in a weirdness contest, I really don't know who would win... ANYWAYS, I had some sort of dream about music, and albums, and pirate ships, and soda cans, and dark wooden places, and children. the kind of random small children that are always around me in me dreams. I'LL LOOK THAT UP. it said something about my inner child and that being repressed, but I don't think that's it, the thing is I'm always among children, but not one of them. OH MY BILLY SHEARS I REMEMBER THE REST OF IT! I was thinking about how Ringo's concert would be before I went to bed so that might explain it. every once in a while I would get driven to somewhere sort of far away but not too far, to do stuff, I forget what, and each time I could visit this building place, dedicated to tracking down Ringo in the hopes of getting some sort of glimpse of him, in quite a stalkerish way. (yeah, us stalkerish fans! nah I wouldn't do that XD) so, one usual day, I was just hangin out in one of the main rooms, there was the people who stayed there EVERY DAY (I wonder what Ringo would think of that, that's just plain unhealthy XD) and then people like me, every once in a while. so we were just looking through telescopes and stuff when someone started the classic Beatle fan scream (I've always felt sorry for the poor guys, but I have to say, I do not know how I'd react if I saw Ringo!) and I look out the window and there's a car, it looked kind of like me moms car, so I was like, hmmm.... a car... I don't get it... UNTIL HE STEPPED OUT OF IT! and he came in, and we were all freaking out, and again, he shook all of our hands like in the other dream I had, except this time the custom was to basically shake hands but with holding your finger that is between your middle and pinky finger down, I wonder what me dreams will come up with next... OKAY, how did that happen, me mind just flashed back to a large jar of these snacks I saw today called CHEESE BALLS! I AM SORRY! WOW I'm such a middle schooler... I just started cracking up and my sister was like "What?" and WOW LOOK AT THE TIME,
I AM NOW AN AGE OF 4870 DAYS OLD!!! =D

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na, Na Na Na Na, HeY _UDsEs

OKAYS, maybe I was starting to feel scientiffic AND paul mccartneyish, but I found out that there was no element that started with J and there was no plain E or D. but you have Na, but I forget what that was...

YAYYS! (I'm done with McCartney science) he just looks so little... =D I had a dream last night but I do not remember. llalalalalalamas. I am tired. AND I AM NOW 4869 DAYS OLD!!! =D

I got a fine 16 hours of sleep

'ello, I received me new colored pencils! they make things look so real... I had 3 dreams last night, the first I don't remember... the second was about Eugene Meltsner and some other person trying to save some bird from evil people... I also first made a bunch of RP characters with black hair and black eyes and then at the end made a bunch with orangish red hair and blue eyes... I also went to this fancy store... Now the second was about these miniature plastic people who could turn into cubes... kind of like toys but they wern't, I owned one of them (not exactly, I just carried him around when he needed transportation, it wasn't common that humans and them would communicate too much, they could only talk to each other, but I could understand him by gestures and stuff, and I could talk to him.) it started out when he was working at his job and he stopped some evil guy or something and then he went to this place where he was meeting others of his kind and some new ones came and he saw all the different  groups of colors, they were all a variety of colors like designer colors, and each color defined some sort of types of them, I remember he was talking to some yellow ones and blue ones, and he was pure white. he'd never met another of his color, light colors yes, but never one that was pure white. he didn't get out too much though so he didn't know too much, he was kind of shy and very quiet, so he didn't know where to find anyone of his color. he ended up asking someone he knew for a long time, a relative or something, and he found out that he was the last of his color. there was another one, but she got trapped in some sort of volcano. eventually he found out that she was trapped in Mount Rushmore, Theodore Roosevelt's nose, although I don't even know if mount rushmore has his face on it... I'll look it up...
YES! IT WAS RIGHT! yays. it was pretty random though. so, he got me to take him there, and I remember climbing up all these wooden stairs with all these colorful decorations and it was very hot there... well, some how we managed to find the cube, then there was this whole liver thing that had nothing to do with it and then it went back to the main part of the dream, and it took a while for her to wake up being unconscious, being stuck in a stone nose for so long ya know, and he liked her, but she was kind of confused about the whole thing I think, after a while they did get rather close if I remember right though... I remember this whole menu incident XD- wait- did I actually- oh nice XD well, anyways, I don't remember anything else really except I went inside this shop with all this rare collectable stuff... well, anyways... I am now very tired and AM NOW 4868 DAYS OLD!!! =D

YES IT DOES. I heard this one a week ago... I wonder if it's a loop or something... only through about 2000 or somethin... why not afterwards?

OKAYS, I JUST SLEPT FROM SOMEWHERE AROUND 19:00 TO 21:47... and I'm still tired... but I want to do something... except I'm tired... WELL... I AM NOW 4967 DAYS OLD!!! =D

I HAVE A BREATHING BAG FULL OF FAT IN FRONT OF ME. I bet you don't have a sippiepies as fat as this one, man.

I DECIDED TO GET THIS OVER WITH XD it was just an outline before, I got a comment on it saying "this is so mean but so funny at the same time!" with a smiley face =D

I wonder what it would be like if Zak Starkey actually saw this... NO OFFENCE INTENDED!!!!!!

okays

I had a dream last night... about 2 people who kept on being interrupted constantly and it was kind of disappointing... what they were doing, I can't say, although I do remember. it really reminded me of something... ah, ya wouldn't know. I really ought ta write this stuff down... I just did write down about 6 pages of something... I think I'll edit it... yeah, Liten wouldn't really... nah, that just didn't sound like him, that was just kinda weird, but that's self critizism for ya. and it was kind of one of those ones.... oh I get it now... nah, that's not goin on this blog just yet now. BACK TO ME DREAM- so, one of the interruptions I actually was visiting this place, the dream was in the 3rd person so it was like I was watching it but now I was actually there... their relatives were visiting to (only AFTER the dream I realised they were realated... OH DID I EVER TELL YOU ABOUT MY ADOPTED UNCLE SKIPPY BUT I CALLED HIM SKIPP? he was in me dream once and he was AWESOME!!!) and they had these freakishly giant and obnoxious 3 year olds and a few small but ferocious and obnoxious dogs running around and one of the dogs knocked over a base guitar, a very nice base guitar, and a few of it's strings snapped. I picked it up carefully and started playing the remaining strings (I think only 2 were broken, one of the others was almost broken) and I'd never played the base before, as real life, but I figured it wasn't very different from me regular electric guitar at home, and I got some sort of base line going, and later one of the people I mentioned earlier, I think he was my RP character Uncle Albert, he was very simaler but those kinds of people appear in my dreams a lot. anyways, he found his sock in the lawn, random I know, and he set it on his bed and the sock was so dirty from the dogs that it got dust and dirt and mud and even jaw bones of dogs and cats all over the bed. strange. it was a brown sock, kind of short and wasn't exaclty foot shaped now that I think of it... but it stretched I guess. I dunno. he also had this black thing that looked like a combination of a bottle and a bisycle pump and contained some sort of beverage, but I forgot what it was... that dream caused me to sleep through me alarm... AH, WELL, I AM NOW 4866 DAYS OLD!!!
OKAYS, DID I EVER TELL YOU ABOUT MY FEAR OF THE REPETITION OF THE NUMBER 6? I THINK IT'S TURNING INTO A IRRATIONAL PHOBIA... OKAY I'M SCARED NOW... GOOD NIGHT CHILDREN, I NEED TO CLOSE THE LID OF MY LAPTOP BEFORE I SCREAM- I'M CRINGING RIGHT NOW

NOW, IT'S TIME FOR WHAT YOU HAVE ALL BEEN WATING FOR, FOR OVER A WHOPPING 55986 YEARS.... IT'S TIME FOR... THE NOSE OF KAJINAMAHGHMPEDIDADPEIEHID! =D =D =D

 YAYS SEE WHAT I'VE BEEN WORKIN ON??? I'll probably be really tired tomorrow... XD
I AM NOW- oh my billy shears I need to write more about Liten... I do like Liten... and his nose... YESH. usually I preffer large noses- OH MY BILLY SHEARS IT'S BILLY SHEARS! LOOK! aka Ringo Starr, AKA RICHARD STARKEY, AKA RICHARD HENRY PARKIN STARKEY JR. yesh. with the big nose and mustache. AND I AM NOW 4865 DAYS OLD!!! =D

okays

I HAD 2 DREAMS LAST NIGHT! Okay, so the first dream I had I was at a camp and I kept on walking down a long trail, it was first kinda bright but got darker, I was walking with a few other people, we were at different paces so I saw them at different times. it seemed to last forever until it got damp and slippery and the property ended, and I asked the others why, because all around it seemed to go on forever and then they said that the owner's daughter had problems with damp conditions, I forgot how or why... so, I went on and there was an amazing amusement park like Disneyland, except with an Indian influence and was all painted gold. it was shut down because the girl was apparently famous and her and her boyfriend wouldn't go because it had some sort of dampness. I thought the whole thing was ridiculous. all sorts of things like that started happening all over the world for some reason and people started to protest, and people started talking. I turned on the tv and there was John Lennon and George Harrison there, talking about it! so, then later Paul McCartney was even there, and wrote a very odd song about it... I decided to go there to see if any other people showed up, and soon enough, Ringo Starr was there!!! so I was kind of freaking out, trying to stay calm and then along with me there were all these small children. he shook all our hands except in my dream the custom was instead to touch fingers. so, he started talking, while all the children colored with crayons, me listening intently. then I got this strange instrument that made the most wonderful sound and the lower you put it the lower the sound was. I can't remember anything after that except the next dream.
I was impersonating someone in my sisters tv show for some reason, which didn't last long in the dream and then later I was applying for some school with all these weird questions on the application, things that I should of said no to but I said yes. walking in there was a long descending metal spiral staircase that I was walking down and the people walking by were all so odd. most were hippies, which made me think I was finally in the right kind of place (I am quite the hippie type, as you know). then towards the end there were girls with several arms, all odd colors. the last one I can remember clearly, she had nine arms, she was a deep blue like the night sky with small white stars all over her skin, except for one of her hands which was painted bright red and was held out. I walked past and later found myself in a pool, with all these other people and famous people too. (I don't think they existed in real life, but then again I wouldn't know) there was also this cake. I was suspicious about its contence, and later one of them said "There's something very strong in that cake" I kept on eating it, but I started to think it had some sort of drug in it or something. then the water started turning colors. first it turned a bright yellow, and someone thought I did something, but I didn't know how i would turn the water bright yellow. then it turned bright red like fresh blood, and they thought it was me again, but it wasn't. then it turned a bright turquoise blue and was glowing and everything else was black and they still thought it was me, but I didn't know how I would do that. later I got to a cabin I would stay in for a while a long with a few room mates and I found that the cake had a large amount of alcohol in it. I think that was it. OKAYS, THAT WAS IT. I didn't do much today... OH I WATCHED HELP! AND ATE CHEESE FONDUE! AND I'M 4864 DAYS OLD!!! =D

I BET YOU DON'T HAVE A BILLY SHEARS. I DO.

I AM DRAWING SGT PEPPER'S LONELY HEARTS CLUB BAND! YA WANT TA SEE A BLURRED VERSION OF IT? the camera don't work to well with it for some reason...

it has a little more now. I am tired, the story of me life man. and I HAD AN AWESOME DREAM. A DREAM OF THE FUTURE. It was after all cars turned electric, and now there was a new sorce: there were these devices that could generate power, filter water, and even serve as a vacuum cleaner and it was very simple: you put water in it, you turn the handle to get it going at first and then once it gets power it can power its self and power other things without wasting natural resorces! it would clean the water while using it! like a windmill kind of... those machines were also in cars to power them, and it was all pretty cool... AND before that I had a dream that for my birthday I got miniature Beatles! they were merged with the DNA of rats so they get that size, and they looked like they did in help! I remember picking up little Ringo and his huge little oxymoronic nose! and then I built a little stage for them and they performed for people and I'd carry them in me pockets! that was a good dream... WELL, I AM NOW 4863 DAYS OLD!!! =D
and Ringo's tickets for my area might come on sale soon!!! =D =D =D =D

I'm really really tired...

neh neh neh neh neh neh hey jude, I have a nose... I drew noses today.

start with the startin, man. while I'm having a race with the silvery moon, reflecting the hot, hot, sun.

OKAY, this is the result of me attempting a graphic novel. will I finish? I do not know... well... I AM NOW 4861 DAYS OLD!!! =D
and I am gettin a mentor for art next year! yays... I need to work on more artistic stuff, not just cartoonish stuff... OKAYS! I'll try!

I had a dream where I got a sitar and it was REALLY awesome to play it...

well.... what to say, what to say... ah, this. watch it. watch it now. let's fight this war by peace, show them up top together, and get justice for the children and the people: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y4MnpzG5Sqc
well, that's all I have to say today man... peace and love, peace and love, AND I AM NOW 4860 DAYS OLD!!! =D (cause I say that kinda thing after every post)

this was the productivity of me day XD

 LOVELY, I KNOW. XD XD XD well... workin on me 100th for dA and, well, I AM TOO LAZY TO POST SO I'LL JUST RE POST WHAT I SAID IN ME JOURNAL.

I had a dream about dA! like that would ever happen XD- OKAY, so in me dream I was typing to someone, ironically about the dream I had in the dream, and it reminded me of a movie, one I haddn't seen but had heard of, and I was going to link to a writing about it and a picture for some reason but some how I managed to post them instead, and I tried to remove it but hundreds of people caught it and thought it was art theft but I tried to tell them it was an accident, and then me account was immediately banned. FOREVER. Like that would ever happen... ah, it did for about 2.5 months if you remember, but that was only for me age... AND NOW I HAVE PROOF OF BEING LEGAL ON WEBSITES! yay. OH, and also for some reason then what happened is I was in Antarctica, and it wasn't too cold there just was a lot of ice out side, but when you went under a covered area it was fine, and my cousin once removed had all these cds that I liked (quite random, but not at all inaccurate, I'm sure!) and he showed me that if you put the CDs in soapy water and rubbed your finger on one and stuck that finger into the USB port on a computer you could possibly get the data! sometimes it didn't work though if the data got rubbed off or something... I think there was an Eskimo guy there too... quite odd... WHY AM I TYPING ME DREAMS ON HERE? THIS IS NOT MY BLOG... weird... AH, WELL! as I would say on me blog- AND I'M 4859 DAYS OLD!!!

I AM ON ME 99TH DEVIATION AND IT WAS A SCRAP AND I DIDN'T KNOW THAT EVEN COUNTED! well, I'll have to get creative with me 100th! ONE HUNDRED PEOPLE! ARANGED IN A SPECIAL WAY! I'LL DO IT!

well... YA WANT TO SEE IT? I posted it as "CAN YOU GUESS WHAT THIS WEIRD SKETCH ACTUALLY IS?"

it looks like the nurse has a beard with my weird erasing XD- well, CAN YA GUESS WHAT IT IS? its quite weird, now that I look at it XD well, I had a nice day, almost finished a rather complicated pysanky egg, got this freakish sketch... yeah... tomorrows a half day! AND I get to look at me high school classes now! I have been dreading it, but at this moment, i am very beatific and exited about it... weird... WELL, THAT'S ALL, AND I'M 4858 DAYS OLD!!! =D

oh shmishydoodles, I'm going through my dislike phase... first I really like how something turns out, and if it dosn't have a comical element or something I end up dislikeing it for somereason, but once I sleep on it I'll be like LOVELY

I think I put too much yellow in it... I do like yellow though... this is Jasperaine and Aniko, the first romantic thing I've done since maybe I was 11... besides the sandwich XD, so it's kinda weird for me... I got some practice with the plant life though! I do like it! or do I? I think I got past the dislike phase, although it is rather hopelessly feminine of me... not quite feminine... but... GIRLY. but not quite, it's... it is.... I dunno. it popped into me head, I drew it. deal with it. I have to deal with it. you are me and he is she and you are he and we are all together. goo goo ga joob. WELL, I AM NOW 4857 DAYS OLD!!! =D

Now I post, my one and only current preperation for bed, but with a strange peace of mind, used to be common and taken for granted but now seems ever so elusive... I wonder why... I guess weekends are very quite nice, I get to foucus on things of importance, not quite foucus though... once you get passed the dramatic change of sleeping hours, for me as much as a 6 hour difference, which usually leaves me cloudy and half insane until I finally get used to it, which came quickly for me this time, maybe at about 1500 hours... but I wouldn't know, I only get the time when staring at the clock waiting, longing for my next class in school to either get close to lunch or get out. I do not sit well, the only time I do is when I get to express my creativity and soulful thoughts far from the shallow facts of this mortal material world, like I am doing right now. quite peaceful, I do like it very much.

what did I do today... I'm drawing a picture... like always... I got McCartney, the album! and Help! the movie! so I can watch it! =D I should be getting to sleep... AND I AM NOW 4856 DAYS OLD!!! =D

OH MY BILLY SHEARS I'm tired.

THIS IS FOR YOUR EYES, I have nothing for words sadly... YOU CAN SEE AND UNDERSTAND IT HERE:
http://89000007anl.deviantart.com/#/d4rm2g5
AND I'M 4855 DAYS OLD!!! =D

I love "food", food loves "the cool", food and the cool ARE VEGETARIANS AND BELONG TO THE ELEMENT OF CHEESE.

OKAY, that means I have effectively "wasted" my time, but time enjoyed can not be wasted.  I COULD OF BEEN DONE WITH THIS!

lovely, almost done! well... I AM NOW 4854 DAYS OLD AND THIS BLOG IS 510 DAYS OLD!!! =D