just playin' me guitar... and I'VE HAD THIS BLOG FOR A YEAR!!!

well, I'd just like to start my blog's first birthday with this guy's lovely face. yes, the GREATEST (and hottest...) DRUMMER OF ALL TIME! Mr. Richard Starkey! (aka Billy Shears, also RINGO STARR!) WELL, how was my day, wonderfully Awesome, with a capital "A"! I am currently listening to my Ringo playlist, seems to influence my mood in a good way... well, I went to Seattle, and let me tell you, some experience I had listening to "My Sweet Lord" walking into Seattle while my brain was doing some weird stuff... my vision was blurring every few seconds, I could hear George's voice, chanting a bunch of Hindu stuff, while the crowd walked off the ferry some one was whistling I think, my brain may have conjured that, and I almost felt like the floor was being rocked back and forth, and I could see like disco lights or something... and I kept on walking but I was calm, and was... happy... real weird experience, but that's what it was! so, then later I went to a tower thing with my cousins and my parents and my uncle and my sister, and there was this elevator that you could see the floors passing by, and I was like "Whoa..." and it was one of the only ones left in the country and the only one on the west coast! manually operated... really cool, so then there was this Chinese place, and when you walked out there was a look out thing where you walked around and you could see the WHOLE city, really epic, and I was listening to my headphones... and I walked around thinking deep and hard, alone, silently... after a while I looked out at this one place, held on to the railings on ether side and stuck my head in between them, and just looked, at the people, at the cars going by, and I remember "My Sweet Lord" played again (even though it's a Hindu song I think of it according to my religion) and I was just standing there, while the people walked by me, just silently, for maybe 25 minuets, just thinking deeply, just taking it in, and it was almost like some sort of meditation... then "Mother" by John Lennon started playing, and I got into deeper thought, just standing there, listening to this man, unbelivably mortal, screaming about his parents... his father had left him and his mother never really wanted him, and then she died in a car crash, but he still loved her... and sung about her several times... I just was in some sort of trance, watching all those cars going on all those roads, so MANY of those people, just driving around... just born and die... doing all those things in the meantime... so I stood there, for a long time, some people would be bored, but I was captivated... in some sort of trance... then "It Don't Come Easy" by Ringo Starr started playing, and I looked around, and things kind of changed, my thinking, and then I saw these roads shaped like an "A", and I had this moment, amazing, like a sense, the most amazing thing I had ever felt, and I knew- I knew the answer to all those questions I've been asking! Why, who, what, where, when, how? mainly like why when? why who? why where? mainly just why? I knew! I can not explain it, but I knew why I was here. there. why I am now. I knew my purpose, in a feeling! and I suddenly straightened up and smiled, and started swiftly and boldly walking in that round about, but the opposite way of everybody, and then my sister and my younger cousin said something about us going now, and I just said "I found it" and she's like "What?" and I said "I've found it" and then they kept on asking me, and I tried to explain, and then I tried to my mom but she didn't take me seriously! and I was like "Really, this was some sort of..." but I didn't know how to explain it... the feeling had melted away, only lasted a few seconds, but I REMBEMBERED how it was, what it was about, what it felt like... well, I figured I wouldn't be the same again... then later I had some really good Greek food, and there was this guy at the market who was singing Beatles songs, and I sung along (I knew all the words...) and when he was done he said "you like the Beatles more than me!" I just smiled and my dad said I was a "fanatic"... which is true... well, I did have a good day, and I remembered on my way home, Hey! I've had my blog for a year! daily posting for a year of my life! so, this is some of what's changed in a year:

I've developed even MORE of a taste for black
I started parting my hair on the side
I survived 7th grade being a year younger than everybody else
my black hoodie faded so it's currently a shade of dark pinkish-purple...
I changed my style of glasses
ooh, how can I forget, I BECAME A BEATLES FAN!!!!
I drew more, and improved GREATLY
I got rid of my acne for a while... but I keep on forgeting to wash my face every day and night.
I developed my taste of music (classic rock, of coarse)
I moved into our garage
I got a new cat and two rats
I became a VEGETARIAN!
I don't look as revolting...
things don't disturb me as much as they would of... my dreams would of REALLY creeped me out
one word: Errorus
I developed a Liverpudlian accent and poor grammar
I went through clinical depression... but fine now, medication works GREAT!
I became a deeper and soulful person
although I didn't learn many more of "them words", I heard them used a lot more...
I developed a taste for men with facial hair... :3
got reported on dA for being too young... (hey, I started that account on the same day as my blog!)
got over being so freakin' lonely...
started saying things like "OMlet Grapes!" and "TOTALLY LIVING COWS!" and "HAPPY FUN TIME!"
started using this little guy: =D
started drawing more on my computer
became one of those people who HAVE to tap some sort of rhythm out on a table or something ALL the time... (or listen to music)
spent more $
got sick wayyy more, I've gone to the nurse 5 times in a month...
started having weird panic attacs and other weird things to my brain and gone INSANE
discovered how weird saying "Curiosity" is...
STARTED PLAYING GUITAR!
Ringo is me idol...
I finally got a room with nice color walls!!!!
got a desk!
grew out me hair longer
started wearing a collection of things every day (along with me hoodie, there's my hat, eather my obsidian or african bone necklace, me watch, that I just started forgeting this week)
got a really weird rash on my wrist from my watch and it keeps on coming back whenever i put it on
started saying PEACE AND LOVE!
became proud of who I am, quite recently actually! (IT'S THE MEDICATION)
what's changed from 6 months ago is I don't want to die anymore!
I started getting into medieval stuff more
re-accepted the color pink, but still don't wear it
discovered how big noses are in my life (the worst nightmare of my life was when I was 8 and someone didn't have a nose, and a ton of my favorite characters have a large nose and THE GUY I'M LISTENING TO HAS THE BIGGEST NOSE OF ALL!)
the "s-e-x" word doesn't disturb me when said
started saying "aint"
became a bit cooler in my opinion, and a bit more of a looser in some areas, but it's all good
I stopped growing as much...
I got better at spelling 'cause me blog!
started saying "me" instead of "my" sometimes...
THE BUTTER WOULDN'T MELT SO I PUT IT IN THE PIE!
IVE GOT BLISTERS ON MY FINGERS! (no, really, I do)
managed to get OVER 3000 VISITORS on one of my websites
GOT A MACBOOK PRO!
GOT A DAILY BLOG AND POSTED ON IT FOR A YEAR!


now, what I think what will happen in another year:
I may be more popular and actually talk and not be the dark mysterious silent person who just draws...
I WILL GET SOME OF RINGO'S ALBUMS AND HAVE ALL OF THE ONES OF THE BEATLES
go to Italy... (what, I can dream, cant I?)
now if I can wish, then Ringo or Paul might actually tour near here like MAYBE EVEN IN SEATTLE SO I CAN SEE THEM!!!!!
wear contacts (I could NOT get them in...)
become WAY awesomer at my instruments
own an ELECTRIC GUITAR! (my parrents think they're expencive...)
ooh, I'd be in highschool... scarry thought...
get AN A IN HONORS GEOMETRY! (I'm trying here!)
get better at drawing people realisticly
GET A BLACK LEATHER JACKET!
go even MORE insane...
have more visions...
LIVE OR DIE
EAT FOOD
GET AN IPOD
AND FINISH MY MODEL CASTLE I'M GONNA BUILD!
POST ON MY BLOG FOR 2 YEARS!

and there's many more, but that's all I can think of for now... TOMORROW'S JOHN LENNON'S 71ST BIRTHDAY! wow. well, anyways, peace and love, peace and love, I'M 4709 DAYS OLD, AND MY BLOG IS 365!


THIS POST TOOK ME AN HOUR AND 10 MINUETS. JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT.


G'DNIGHT, AND PEACE AND LOVE! LIVE ON! HAVE A GOOD NIGHT! SLEEP WELL! HAVE A LUCID DREAM ABOUT PINK SHEEP AND MEDIEVAL CITIES OF GLASS AND DIAMOND! TURN 85 YEARS OLD! HUG YOUR GRANDMOTHER! CLEAN YOUR COMPUTER SCREEN! GIVE A SLUG A PANCAKE! TAKE SMALL CHILDREN TO A AMUSEMENT PARK AND LET THEM BRAID YOUR HAIR! BE A MAN AND WEAR A NICE DRESS FOR THE PROM, OKAY? BUY A VILLAN A CUPCAKE WITH EXTRA LOVE!
AND GIVE GOOD OL' DUMBLEDORE A KISS FOR ME, OKAY? GOOD BYE AND GOOD NIGHT! =D

AND OMLET GRAPES! I had a dream where I got a collection of The Beatles' clothes. that's what you get for listening to them before you sleep!

and I'm listening to Yellow Submarine! =D

OVER 3000 PAGEVIEWS (3007 to be exact) and just listening to George Harrison's song, Bangla Desh...

just found that after ALL this time, we had a CD called "The Best of George Harrison", and I DIDN'T FIND IT UNTIL YESTERDAY... well, it's lovely, and it's awesome, and quite lovely... I had some sort of dream but I forgot it... but the night before that, I had a dream about this lemur anthro guy (but some times he was a regular person) and his sister, a regular person, who lived in a poor village, and this guy who I supposed was her husband abused her so her brother took her somewhere else in his jeep (but it was like an old village definitely before cars, but you know how dreams are) and then he comes to this place and he's like what? and for some reason he takes off his shirt, and there's a pizza guy, and his sister has a baby... and then the dream just goes back and forth from another scene, totally different, about Merlin, and there is this magic finder girl that Uther highered, but she also used magic, which didn't make sense, and she enchanted Gaius, so when he was with Merlin he did this thing that would make Merlin expose his magic, but first he plugged his ears and closed his eyes, but the second time he didn't... don't know what happened after... oh well, got to get to sleep, and reset me alarm for later.... way later... WHAT? IT'S JOHN LENNON'S BIRTHDAY IN 2 DAYS! I drew a picture of him today, not the best though... need to improve my paper skills... I think I'll also draw a cartoon of him... AND I'M 4708 DAYS OLD!!! =D

just researched about the entire meaning about the dream, the symbols in it... of coarse I couldn't put the whole thing on it, this is a "clean" blog, wouldn't want the children to read the insanity of my unconscious mind too far...  apparently I think it has to do with childhood merging with adulthood, strangely, strangely I don't find it too disturbing... he was a lemur dude, and she was his sister, so, that's a little strange... and later, that's a little weird too... but oh well. got to get to sleep. g'dnight!

oh, and in my dream last night (just remembered) it had to do with my school last year... and this whole time my science teacher from last year was my neighbor and I didn't even know... and I was obsessed with sudowoodos  that year (some Pokemon, just know that because my sister's Pokemon games and I made up the "budokoudo"...) which was weird, because I didn't even like Pokemon, not like hate it, but I wasn't around them except for my sister who slightly collected them... but that's a dream for you... OH, MY, GOODNESS- I would not draw that, especially not for that person... and I definatley wouldn't show it to my teachers... I never draw anything even slightly... pornographic... okay. enough of my dream. g'dnight.

And she's only a northern song...

'ello, again, looks like me cousins have come to visit... AND I GOT TWO AWESOME MAGAZINES! THE BEATLES The Ultimate Album-by-Album Guide, and Remembering GEORGE HARRISON! OOH, need some of The Rolling Stone's albums... hearing them a lot on pandora... well, looks like the cousin around my age LIKES THE SAME KIND OF MAGAZINES AS MY SISTER AND LIKES JUSTIN BEIBER... why?... well, that's a day of my day  and a minute of my minute, a piece of time woven into the silky fabric of the universe, only a microscopic fiber, could be brushed away by any passerby on the street of existence... and then they'res them people like me who may keep on driftin along, only few sounds can resonate to the mass existence of the world, although many try, but you have to have the right stuff, or sadly these days people just get it for nothing, but only lasting for a blink of an eye, no, the ones that really resonate can be heard throughout time, staining the silky fabric, sometimes a lovely royal blue... I'm just one of those people, day 4707 in the life of my self, you know?

yep, just me...

listinin to a great song, stand by me by John Lennon... remember when I liked Pandora? then I forgot about it? then used it again for one day, liked it, then disliked it? and today, I will say, I LOVE IT.  IMAGINE! maybe the best song in and across the universe... playing a lot of good Lennon songs... well, me mom and me sister are waiting on me computer, cause they got viruses on theirs BECAUSE THEY WERN'T CAREFUL, kinda scared, this is a beautiful machine... she'll have to buy me the latest model again if anything happened to it... always take good care of my computers... well, peace and love, from Nutopia, AND I'M 4706 DAYS OLD!!! =D

the tale of a 12 year old classic rocker...

just listinin to some real music... ah, to think that a few months ago I would of picked a random pill off the ground and ate it... depression medication does work wonders, you know, things are getting better all  the time... SGT. PEPPER'S LONELY HEARTS CLUB BAND! things are getting better all the time, better, better, better!- eh, sorry... BACK TO MY DAY. still sick with a slight fever, although I did go to guitar, and while I was waiting this guy asked me whose class I was waiting for and my teacher and the student in class were playing "Old Brown Shoe" (AWESOME song, George Harrison) and asked me if I studied classic rock and I said "yeah, just really like the music" and he said "you don't look nearly old enough to be playing classic rock" and I kinda smiled, like I usually do- I JUST REMEMBERED MY DREAM LAST NIGHT AND DISCOVERED I SHOULDN'T BE ON MY COMPUTER RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE HEATER! it's getting really hot... not that it wasn't hot already, latest MacBook Pro you know... (how many times have I bragged about my computer? I don't know, but it's pretty much the only thing I do brag about...) well... let's see... the part I remember about my dream was I was at school, it was a miniclass, and my music teacher was teaching it (the one at my school, teaches marimbas) and it was about medieval stuff or something, and we were in this museum/castle, and we wandered around for a while, and started making this "tea" from medieval times, but it was more like edible putty, and it was pink, and tasted like a mixture of sweet stuff and soap, and apparently it was "all purpose"... then we each made our own and got to flavor ours, so we each sat down in a chair at a table, and used the flavoring that was sitting in the vial there. I got chocolate, which made it taste pretty good! then my partner for that activity (the person sitting next to me, who I think got either birthday cake or cheese cake flavoring) and I went over to this thing we wern't supposed to touch, it belonged to a princess or lady or something from the middle ages, and I found that there were secret compartments in it and I opened one and there was a doll from that time, modeled after the person. then I decided to open the next one, higher up, and it was another doll: but of some sort of spirit of death or something... then we opened the next one, and then for some reason it was hard to see it at first so we spent a while trying to figure it out, and we found that it was some sort of fully functional miniature rocket/helicopter thing, and it was spinning around and had some sort of count down and it was starting up, and at the last minuet I discovered that it had a sticker saying "WARNING! DO NOT STAND DIRECTLY UNDERNEATH." and my partner was standing there, and a blast of fire stuff came out of it onto her head, she lost the hair on the top of her head and died! then I remembered: the tea stuff was "all purpose"! so I fed some of mine to her and she came back to life, put some of it on the top of her head and her hair started growing back! and it kept on growing, and mine did too, and we turned into kangaroos with baby kangaroos in our pouches, and hopped off. what a happy story. WELL, GOT TO GET TO SLEEP, AND I'M 4705 DAYS OLD!!! =D

the dedding of me self....

yep,,, have THE WORST SORE THROAT EVER and a fever... but still have to post every night... AND I'M 4704 DAYS OLD!!! =D

and then the pig said to the turkey, "got any pork?" but he said, "no, I do not, but I got me self a mighty nice turkey leg!"

the mind of a vegetarian... AND THAT'S WHAT THE WORLD WILL COME TO. well, got to get to bed here...and then I say to me self, AND I'M 4703 DAYS OLD!!! =D

'ello... THE DINGO DOSN'T UNDERSTAND RINGO'S LINGO.

BUT I DO! =D ANYWAYS.. ABOUT TO WATCH THE NEXT MERLIN.... YEP... AND THEN THE FRIED CHICKEN SAID TO THE KING OF THE PANSIES, GOT PIE? AND I'M 4702 DAYS OLD!!! =D